I havent been feeling all that well lately. It looks and feels like i have been in a slapping match with the worlds strongest man. I am rough looking. Real rough. I also have an ear infection in my left ear. It hurts. Badly. I quit smoking and now there is a bump under my tongue. I thought "Hey, I will stop smoking and my body will congratulate me for it" but nope it just threw some more shit at me. I just want it all to go away. I guess when things fall apart everything has the tendency to follow suit.
People do all sorts of different things to quit smoking. Some chew gum, Some use the patch, And some punch their pillows. As tempting as it sounds to punch stuff right now I have been doing one thing and alot of it..... Reading. Dont get me wrong i read before but now i am reading 2 or 3 books at one time. It really takes my mind off of things. Especially short stories or essays.
Music also really helps (www.myspace.com/wavves).
When im not walking or reading or stressing I am usually watching this:
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| "Its cast tries hard, but Old Dogs is a predictable, nearly witless attempt at physical comedy and moral uplift that misses the mark on both counts" |
I guess i have seen this comedy about 10 times. I enjoy it. John Travolta and Robin Williams are a team if i ever saw one. I guess in my head i think i deserve to sit through this movie as many times as humanly possible. I just deserve it. Trust me. Its all i deserve to do.
Old man take a look at my life, I'm nothing like you are
Take a look at my life, I'm so very fucking far
From the person I aspire to be .....
Unbreakable
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