Always reaching just to come back empty.

It has been awhile.....

I am now back in NY. I will be visiting all my friends and family until i make my next move (i have no idea what that move will be though) I am a bit nervous. There is a part of me that just wants to leave. Cut myself off from the whole world. Cut myself off from people and their ways. Just leave.


I have been very sick lately. I am having a hard time dealing with things. My life.....Its all just crashing.


There is nothing new going on.


I am tired and my heart is heavy