Blinders off

Its been awhile since I have typed in this thing. Whats good.....

I have been subbing up at the school. Its good to see my kids again. I never realized that they would miss me so much. It made me feel really good knowing how much they cared for me. I knew that they liked me but the response to me being there on that first day was overwhelming and warm. I am happy with my kids.

I have been surrounded by friends and family. All of my friends are perfect. They all have halos (Some broken but who am I to speak) and I love them all. I have been going to my Grandmas on Sundays. Its good to see her. She seems lonely and I dont like that and I need to change that.

I have been trying to diet. Yikes. Its so damn tough. They make bad foods so good.

I have been reading a lot lately. There is a bookstore down in Chautauqua that is going out of business (shame!). Its the coolest little place. I have been getting a lot of books there. I want to make a chair out of books and sit in it to read.


.....So Little is going on in my life. I am starting new and its taking time.

Time to prove.....




We were all made with love.
Some of us just forgot.

We were all made to love.
Some of us just wont.