And it follows.

I was told that it hasnt rained here in a month. The day I arrive it rains and it has rained here every day since. I brought rain to Virginia. The rain came with my mood.

Me and Matt went to Christiansburg yesterday. I would say its like an Erie, PA. He wanted to pick up a new video game. A new video game is what he got. We went to Borders to say "hi" to Kim and as I walk in I see the book I paid $16 for before i left to come here and it was $6. Wow! Whatever its a really good book and I dont mind at all.
I am reading:

This book is really helping me out through things. It is hilarious and touching. My dad and I would listen to David Sedaris on This American Life on NPR. I really do miss certain things.

I haven't had any calls from any of the places i applied to. I dont know what I'm going to do. I have only been here for awhile but I am feeling really jumpy. Nervous.

My next step is to go back to school. That is what i need to do. I have a brain. If I don't use my brain how will i ever know what it is capable of. What I am capable of.

This is a tough time. Days are long and nights are longer. Its hard to sleep and hard to wake up. I want things to go back the way they used to be. I messed up. I am feeling it.

I miss.....