I smiled when I found out that there was a sun following that moon.

I am in the process of making myself into the man I want to be. The man I should have been before. As of right now I am still a boy.

First off: I am very excited to be getting back to school. I know I have said this before but I am just ready to go and learn and expand my small mind and make something of it. I cant wait to feel that sense of accomplishment. I know that my friends and family are proud of me the way I am and I love them for that but going from day to day feeling like you haven't done anything with your life is a terrible feeling. I think this is what I need. No. I know this is what I need. I know there are a few people out there that think I am a fuck up.....
I am a fuck up who who refuses to keep his head down.

Secondly: I have been working out.....
 3 miles at 6am followed by 250 sit ups and 50 push ups (I hate these. I am still getting the hang of them. Haha.) I lift 50 pound weights for 10 minutes on each arm.
3 miles at 8pm followed by 250 sit ups and 50 push ups. I lift 50 pound weights for 10 minutes on each arm.
This may not seem like a lot to some people but for someone who never really officially worked out to doing this stuff. I am proud I can even run.
I am going to sign up for the gym that is down the road from here as soon as I get the extra money. Its open 24 hours!
I was sick of treating my body like trash. There is no excuse for it. I am given one body and the way I was treating it you would have thought I thought I had millions to spare. No more cigarettes, junk food, pop, etc..... No more body killers. I have been eating healthier (Even trying yucky vegetables. Ha!) I just want to feel ok with the way I look. Its a process that couldn't take any slower.

Me and Ashley (Looking stunning even in her gown and cap) a little before I left to leave for Miami.

Me today (with no stunning girl.....yet)